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Zerenity
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24/11/2018 1:14 pm  

Good Morning Everyone,

After reliving my past for a few weeks now I do believe I am ready to tell my story. Being a younger member my first relationship happened in high school. Namely 10th grade. I had no idea that by the time I graduated I would be a single father to be.  It all started out with homecoming.  Being active within my school I would run concession stands for events. It was  in a concession stand one night that I met the mother of my child and the lady of my dreams. Tall blonde, beautiful. Religious yet very smart. She was intellectually my equal and taking the same courses I was despite being a year younger. We took things slow for 6 months before becoming significantly more serious. I would spend alot of time at her house with her and her mother during these times.

 

It was at these times I began to notice a trend. Her mother was VERY abusive to her husband. Constantly bitching and berating him for the littlest of actions. She would hold over his head a certain incident where he almost killed someone, to the point that he would break down. When my girlfriend and I were in public I began to notice that I was being treated, described, labeled, the same way. I was shamed for having my own thoughts, constantly probed for information (useless shit-testing) about asinine topics. However since we started becoming intimate throughout all this I was pretty good and hooked. Intimacy was held over my head so as to control me. I would have to show up at her work and spend time with her, she would spend hours while I worked (in retail so very available), to the point where I was constantly in trouble for such interactions. ( Loss prevention was keeping track for my manager.) Whenever I brought the issue up I was instantly the cold one, I didnt care, didnt want to see here, etc. However being blue pilled I bottled my frustrations and kept it to myself and my few guy friends left.

 

Then one weekend she went to a church event on the other end of the state. Hooked up with her old BF for the weekend. Came back home and promptly broke down out of guilt and told me all of it.

As you call can imagine devastation was complete and total on my side.

I told her that I am done with the relationship. I waited until after school, brought her to my house, and broke the news to her. The crying, shaming, general upsetness ensued.   Long story short she guilt tripped me into staying with her. She promised she would never do it again. Cue another year of wild sex, shaming, and abuse. In that order. Her mother accused me of being physically violent (my girlfriend was right there saying I had never been), I was referred to as "slow" or "stupid" when out in public with her and her mother. Believe me I had to go with, I didn't get the choice to stay home.

Well it turns out behind my back those visits to my work were twofold. she was hooking up with the shipping supervisor (who I didnt like and he made sure everyone knew who his new fling was). I found out and broke up with her instantly. After my supervisor got married to his wife (which I still keep in contact with him and his wife for the express purpose of telling her the wonderful news when it strategically makes sense for me. PS I can hold a grudge for decades) anyways, after they got married he wasn't around so I started getting pressured from her to hook up again. Which I did because I thought I loved her. This time around I got to compete with a couple of beta males who she had been talking to. One was even so bold as to climb into bed with her and I. Guess who took a trip to the hospital that night?

In the midsts of all this shit I ended up getting her pregnant

 

With her being pregnant I was excited. I was thinking about proposing, Mainly due to the religion. She alternated between excited parent and super horny GF which was a win win for me. Then she changed. I was expected to be home @ 6pm every night. All night. No more meeting up with friends, no more family events. School, work, home was supposed to be my schedule. Needless to say I couldnt follow this and she broke up with me over it and proceeded to not talk to me for 6 months. She only resumed contact with me about a month before she had our daughter. I had to take it so I could see my daughter be born and be apart of her early life. which I was.

After my daughter was 6mos old my ex started seeing someone else, who she would marry. Relations between us were over for good. It took my 5 years to rebuild my soul after the abuse, lying, cheating, and game playing. I enabled most of this though because I had many opportunities to run before she became pregnant. Now 8 years later she is single again, recently divorced. She is dressing the same way she did when we first met. Everytime I pick up my daughter she advertises herself.

 

I dont respond in any way.

Ive learned my lessons. Women arent trustworthy. I wont waste my time or resources being with one, or even talking to one. They are all the same in my eyes. I have more respect for dirt and planet than any women that walks on either.

 

Perhaps Ill tell you all about my second attempt and where that went. In retrospect, its a cool story, I came flying out ahead of the shockwave Millennium Falcon style.

Cold air is nice, turbocharging is better, but I would much rather be blown
The Current Fleet
1999 Cadillac Fleetwood Limited
1998 Cadillac Deville D'Elegance
1996 Chevy Blazer LT 4.3L 4x4
2000 Polaris 500 H.O. swamp eating machine


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Zerenity
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24/11/2018 1:17 pm  

Also I apologies for any fragmentation. i did actively try to un-index this relationship from my mind as much as possible. Therefore between that, 8 years,and 2 severe car accidents, it can be hard to recall properly

Cold air is nice, turbocharging is better, but I would much rather be blown
The Current Fleet
1999 Cadillac Fleetwood Limited
1998 Cadillac Deville D'Elegance
1996 Chevy Blazer LT 4.3L 4x4
2000 Polaris 500 H.O. swamp eating machine


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Narrow road
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24/11/2018 1:28 pm  

Welcome to the gatherings. There's beers in the fridge as the guys say. You'll gain many new perspectives hanging around this place. 

God speed good brother.


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Old Buck
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24/11/2018 1:35 pm  

The experience you had Zerenity is one shared by many.  I am glad you posted the intro as it lets other men who haven't experienced the shit vortex realize the coin has two sides.  It doesn't take much for a woman to flip and become something completely different.  Rationality is not a trait women possess.

This is why the greatest visual explanation of their thinking is a hamster wheel.  It constantly spins and you never know when it's going to stop.

 

Do NOT chase tail. Turn yours around and live FREE!


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#Redpillbible
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24/11/2018 1:35 pm  

Hi Zerenity nice to see you again. I was beginning to think you were not coming back.  Wow man your story is crazy, it looked like you had a unicorn for a second but she went full cunt mode damn. Well I’m glad you made it through the fire, now it’s her that’s gonna be suffering while your life is great. I totally understand man. The blue pill makes us put up with a lot of shit and do stupid shit. I know I did, I too thought I had a unicorn, but she went full cunt mode also, I got lucky that in my case I didn’t get her pregnant. Yeah man I’ve done plenty of stupid even embarrassing shit I would not wright when I was blue pill. I look back and say to myself, what the fuck was I thinking. I’m one of the luckiest people on earth from all the bullets I’ve dodged. I’m pretty much supposed to be dead right now. 

Anyways, hey one day you gotta finish that 3rd part of your story you shared on Mgtow Forum Go Your Own Way. You said you were gonna get some pictures you had or something, your story was so crazy I thought you were trolling, but General Kenobi backed you up and said your official and not trolling, he must have talked to you in person I assume. I believe your that guy, I hope I’m not confusing you with somebody else. But yeah man I would love to here it, take your time, or pm me or something, hell ill even give you my phone number, and we can trade stories if you don’t wanna put it on the forums. My spiritual story is crazy too, but yours is crazy in a different way. Anyways God bless, cheers.

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#Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard, and hold fast, and repent. If therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee. (Revelation 3:3)


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Zerenity
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24/11/2018 1:41 pm  

@KittyMasterBible

Thank you brother! I definitely will. I just need to find that shit. Its somewhere in the garage on or around my workbench but I havent spotted it yet. (may have fell behind it) or its in another filing cabinet in the basement. I found the photos though on the server. Funny cause that story happened at the same time that I was dating this one. Mainly the summer where she stopped talking to me. Ill have to revisit that later. Anyways I will get around to it. You have the right hombre Kitty

@ Ye Olde and Narrow Road 

Thank you brothers. Its much appreciated. For years I thought I had found a crazy. Then after working in retail I realized all of them were crazy!

Cold air is nice, turbocharging is better, but I would much rather be blown
The Current Fleet
1999 Cadillac Fleetwood Limited
1998 Cadillac Deville D'Elegance
1996 Chevy Blazer LT 4.3L 4x4
2000 Polaris 500 H.O. swamp eating machine


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MG-ɹǝʍo┴
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24/11/2018 1:51 pm  

Women are not trustworthy at the same time men are dishonorable. 

If men rejected single mothers the way we had in the past, the sex orgy would end instantaneous! 

MGTOW is the "correction" much needed in this unholy and unworthy society filled to the brim with promiscuity and broken families. 

I'm doing my part in rejecting them by pure objective thinking and acting upon the remedy needed.

My life is much more secure and predictable now that I live and breath in the changes I made. 

I'm not tempted by them anymore, I leave them in the dirty pigpen they created to oink for all eternity!  


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Gargamel
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24/11/2018 4:08 pm  

Welcome Zerenity!

Nice to see you again.

Great intro and it is something many men go through.

I know how hard it is to write an intro and having to relive it all over again...

Copy/paste did it for me.

 

Forever Uncunted - If it has a vagina, it has to go!


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Gargamel
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24/11/2018 4:11 pm  
Posted by: #KITTYMASTERBIBLE

Hi Zerenity nice to see you again. I was beginning to think you were not coming back.  Wow man your story is crazy, it looked like you had a unicorn for a second but she went full cunt mode damn. Well I’m glad you made it through the fire, now it’s her that’s gonna be suffering while your life is great. I totally understand man. The blue pill makes us put up with a lot of shit and do stupid shit. I know I did, I too thought I had a unicorn, but she went full cunt mode also, I got lucky that in my case I didn’t get her pregnant. Yeah man I’ve done plenty of stupid even embarrassing shit I would not wright when I was blue pill. I look back and say to myself, what the fuck was I thinking. I’m one of the luckiest people on earth from all the bullets I’ve dodged. I’m pretty much supposed to be dead right now. 

Anyways, hey one day you gotta finish that 3rd part of your story you shared on Mgtow Forum Go Your Own Way. You said you were gonna get some pictures you had or something, your story was so crazy I thought you were trolling, but General Kenobi backed you up and said your official and not trolling, he must have talked to you in person I assume. I believe your that guy, I hope I’m not confusing you with somebody else. But yeah man I would love to here it, take your time, or pm me or something, hell ill even give you my phone number, and we can trade stories if you don’t wanna put it on the forums. My spiritual story is crazy too, but yours is crazy in a different way. Anyways God bless, cheers.

.

Beer is in the fridge but use the Kitty hair removal brush first...

Forever Uncunted - If it has a vagina, it has to go!


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Gargamel
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24/11/2018 4:21 pm  
Posted by: Zerenity

Good Morning Everyone,

After reliving my past for a few weeks now I do believe I am ready to tell my story. Being a younger member my first relationship happened in high school. Namely 10th grade. I had no idea that by the time I graduated I would be a single father to be.  It all started out with homecoming.  Being active within my school I would run concession stands for events. It was  in a concession stand one night that I met the mother of my child and the lady of my dreams. Tall blonde, beautiful. Religious yet very smart. She was intellectually my equal and taking the same courses I was despite being a year younger. We took things slow for 6 months before becoming significantly more serious. I would spend alot of time at her house with her and her mother during these times.

 

It was at these times I began to notice a trend. Her mother was VERY abusive to her husband. Constantly bitching and berating him for the littlest of actions. She would hold over his head a certain incident where he almost killed someone, to the point that he would break down. When my girlfriend and I were in public I began to notice that I was being treated, described, labeled, the same way. I was shamed for having my own thoughts, constantly probed for information (useless shit-testing) about asinine topics. However since we started becoming intimate throughout all this I was pretty good and hooked. Intimacy was held over my head so as to control me. I would have to show up at her work and spend time with her, she would spend hours while I worked (in retail so very available), to the point where I was constantly in trouble for such interactions. ( Loss prevention was keeping track for my manager.) Whenever I brought the issue up I was instantly the cold one, I didnt care, didnt want to see here, etc. However being blue pilled I bottled my frustrations and kept it to myself and my few guy friends left.

 

Then one weekend she went to a church event on the other end of the state. Hooked up with her old BF for the weekend. Came back home and promptly broke down out of guilt and told me all of it.

As you call can imagine devastation was complete and total on my side.

I told her that I am done with the relationship. I waited until after school, brought her to my house, and broke the news to her. The crying, shaming, general upsetness ensued.   Long story short she guilt tripped me into staying with her. She promised she would never do it again. Cue another year of wild sex, shaming, and abuse. In that order. Her mother accused me of being physically violent (my girlfriend was right there saying I had never been), I was referred to as "slow" or "stupid" when out in public with her and her mother. Believe me I had to go with, I didn't get the choice to stay home.

Well it turns out behind my back those visits to my work were twofold. she was hooking up with the shipping supervisor (who I didnt like and he made sure everyone knew who his new fling was). I found out and broke up with her instantly. After my supervisor got married to his wife (which I still keep in contact with him and his wife for the express purpose of telling her the wonderful news when it strategically makes sense for me. PS I can hold a grudge for decades) anyways, after they got married he wasn't around so I started getting pressured from her to hook up again. Which I did because I thought I loved her. This time around I got to compete with a couple of beta males who she had been talking to. One was even so bold as to climb into bed with her and I. Guess who took a trip to the hospital that night?

In the midsts of all this shit I ended up getting her pregnant

 

With her being pregnant I was excited. I was thinking about proposing, Mainly due to the religion. She alternated between excited parent and super horny GF which was a win win for me. Then she changed. I was expected to be home @ 6pm every night. All night. No more meeting up with friends, no more family events. School, work, home was supposed to be my schedule. Needless to say I couldnt follow this and she broke up with me over it and proceeded to not talk to me for 6 months. She only resumed contact with me about a month before she had our daughter. I had to take it so I could see my daughter be born and be apart of her early life. which I was.

After my daughter was 6mos old my ex started seeing someone else, who she would marry. Relations between us were over for good. It took my 5 years to rebuild my soul after the abuse, lying, cheating, and game playing. I enabled most of this though because I had many opportunities to run before she became pregnant. Now 8 years later she is single again, recently divorced. She is dressing the same way she did when we first met. Everytime I pick up my daughter she advertises herself.

 

I dont respond in any way.

Ive learned my lessons. Women arent trustworthy. I wont waste my time or resources being with one, or even talking to one. They are all the same in my eyes. I have more respect for dirt and planet than any women that walks on either.

 

Perhaps Ill tell you all about my second attempt and where that went. In retrospect, its a cool story, I came flying out ahead of the shockwave Millennium Falcon style.

In these days, most women - around 80 to 90 percent - have some form of personality disorder. Either BPD (Borderline) or NPD (Narcissist)...

Or variations and mixtures of it.

Here are 2 well-made videos on these 2 topics which will sound very familiar to you.

And as the saying goes: "You don't end a relationshit with a Borderline, you SURVIVE one"

Forever Uncunted - If it has a vagina, it has to go!


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The Evil Genius
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24/11/2018 4:28 pm  

Welcome aboard man! You have been missed; and I look forward to seeing you on Zoom! 


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Market Watcher
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24/11/2018 7:26 pm  

You lived my worst nightmare. Getting the High School girlfriend pregnant. I see now how she turned out and I thank God I'm not tied to that for the rest of my life. 

Glad you made it to the new site and I hope to see you on zoom. 


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MG-ɹǝʍo┴
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24/11/2018 7:34 pm  

I mention Zoom in the public forum and get censored? I'm calling fucking bullshit! 

Objectively, of course... 


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Market Watcher
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24/11/2018 9:51 pm  
Posted by: MG-ɹǝʍo┴

I mention Zoom in the public forum and get censored? I'm calling fucking bullshit! 

Objectively, of course... 

Really? I did not know that. 

Did I miss a new rule?

 


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MG-ɹǝʍo┴
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24/11/2018 10:35 pm  
Posted by: Market Watcher
Posted by: MG-ɹǝʍo┴

I mention Zoom in the public forum and get censored? I'm calling fucking bullshit! 

Objectively, of course... 

Really? I did not know that. 

Did I miss a new rule?

 

Shit you not, ask Uly, it's his rule! 

I don't mention Z--m, it's like fight club! 


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Uly The Cunning
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24/11/2018 11:00 pm  
Posted by: MG-ɹǝʍo┴
Posted by: Market Watcher
Posted by: MG-ɹǝʍo┴

I mention Zoom in the public forum and get censored? I'm calling fucking bullshit! 

Objectively, of course... 

Really? I did not know that. 

Did I miss a new rule?

 

Shit you not, ask Uly, it's his rule! 

I don't mention Z--m, it's like fight club! 

Shh! Such words are forbidden!

"Remember, you're fighting for this woman's honor, which is probably more than she ever did."
Groucho Marx: Duck Soup (1933)


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MG-ɹǝʍo┴
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25/11/2018 3:27 am  
Posted by: Uly The Cunning
Posted by: MG-ɹǝʍo┴
Posted by: Market Watcher
Posted by: MG-ɹǝʍo┴

I mention Zoom in the public forum and get censored? I'm calling fucking bullshit! 

Objectively, of course... 

Really? I did not know that. 

Did I miss a new rule?

 

Shit you not, ask Uly, it's his rule! 

I don't mention Z--m, it's like fight club! 

Shh! Such words are forbidden!

Don't tell me, tell them! I already shh'ed! 


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#Redpillbible
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25/11/2018 3:38 am  

#Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard, and hold fast, and repent. If therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee. (Revelation 3:3)


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DocDJ
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25/11/2018 7:35 am  

Hey Zerenity - welcome aboard. Good to see you again. 

See you on Z.....Z.....Z...... damn I seem to keep dropping off here. Tired. 😉


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Old Buck
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25/11/2018 7:48 am  

Nervous Fight Club GIF - Find & Share on GIPHY

Do NOT chase tail. Turn yours around and live FREE!


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