Heroin Kills  

 

uoSʎWodɹɐH
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27/04/2019 2:42 am  

I have never used it myself.

It  is playing a closer role in my life than I ever imagined.

I came to play caregiver to two disabled females my mother and sister.

I was blessed to have the help of a brother. Patrick Neal Brown

The county civil authorities have been here all morning.

Taking statements and removing his dead body from my mothers house.

Apparently  My brother was using heroin without our knowledge.

He overdosed sometime in the early morning Thursday.

My sister is now in Houston fighting to regain a quality life  while knowing her  feet will be amputated.

My brother was carted out on a stretcher  dead this morning.

That leaves only My mother and myself.

\She is wandering through the house looking for her children.

Having dementia she cannot comprehend what has happened.

I tell her over and over that it is just her and I living here  now.

But  It don't sink in.

She could live for years like this.

She is 75 years old now and scared to be home alone.

I cannot even take a part time job.

I am a bit pissed off at my brother.  What good does it do  to be angry at a dead man?

Still he did a stupid thing.  A 53 year old man knows the risk and chose to use drugs anyways.

I have many brothers, but  I do not have to watch them all be taken out of this house while watching my mother cry.

Only this one who's actions were that of a stupid fool.

I know what was in his heart and he had no evil motives, yet he hurt so many other people.

I did not know exactly where to put this.

Maybe I should have put it in the RANT section. 

Sorry for such a depressing post.

I love everyone here and have no needs  that will not be taken care of.

My faith keeps my fathers spirit close and he will not allow my mind to falter.

How glorious and liberated I will be one day when these burdens are taken from me.

My mother's house is now my father's foreign embassy.  I am his ambassador of truth.

When my mother is gone, I shall claim adverse possession.

I highly doubt that I will choose to actually reside at this residence.

Most likely I will use it as a home base for many new adventures.

You men need not worry about my mental state.

I am more than competent to weather this storm in that respect.

Is there such thing as an  exclusively private  loan for the purpose of getting back on ones feet after a family meltdown?

Government help is out of the question. I will not consider encouraging my government to steal off my neighbors for my benefit.

I pray all you men are able to  avoid this kind of situation.

I did get a chance to meet a large portion of Gregg counties finest in action.

Even the Judge made an appearance at my mother's house.

should I feel relieved that  my brothers struggle is over now?

I am mixed up in pondering an answer to that question.

I loved him yet curse him for his shear stupidity and selfish actions.

 

Love and respect to all without prejudice.

 

 

 

 

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at the idiots who misunderstand me! Kind mockery toward the well-intentioned and unfettered cruelty toward all would-be prison guards of my creative possibilities. In this way I learn to revel as much in misunderstanding as in understanding and take pleasure in worthy opponents. Making language fluid, flowing like a river, yet precise and pointed as a dirk, contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful verbal dance—a linguistic martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.


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27/04/2019 2:44 am  

I tried selling heroin at the 7 -11 near me.  Instead I got punched in the crotch and had my wallet stolen.  I had to trade the heroin for some Sutter Home wine.  Half way through the bottle I passed out behind the trash cans and woke up to a raccoon licking my face.  I think I have AIDS now but I'm not sure.  

 

BTW it's too bad about your family situation.  


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uoSʎWodɹɐH
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27/04/2019 3:13 am  

Travis your a hoot!!

Love you, for real.

 

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at the idiots who misunderstand me! Kind mockery toward the well-intentioned and unfettered cruelty toward all would-be prison guards of my creative possibilities. In this way I learn to revel as much in misunderstanding as in understanding and take pleasure in worthy opponents. Making language fluid, flowing like a river, yet precise and pointed as a dirk, contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful verbal dance—a linguistic martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.


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27/04/2019 3:29 am  
Posted by: uoSʎWodɹɐH

Travis your a hoot!!

Love you, for real.

 

Other stuff happened that night too, some surly guys offered to help me butt chug some low grade vodka.  I think they were really undercover queers who wanted to rape me.  I gave them some pocket change to get me some bubblegum.  One just took my money and showed me his knife wound and talked about how he hated retarded people and left.  The other one showed me a picture of a condor and started crying because he had lost some swim meet in 2001.  He left too.


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27/04/2019 3:44 am  

Most guys would find a post like this difficult to reply  too because its such a serious and depressing subject  but not Travis3000.  

Laughter is always the best medicine.

Its what I use on my mother.

I am here just to make her laugh.

I have a double Betty Crocker Super Moist Cake in the Oven.

Thats two cake mixes in one large pan.

With Blue Bell Ice cream also.

Easy to take her mind off the events of the day.

She will ask again where everyone is when the little train makes the circle in her head.

 

L&R

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at the idiots who misunderstand me! Kind mockery toward the well-intentioned and unfettered cruelty toward all would-be prison guards of my creative possibilities. In this way I learn to revel as much in misunderstanding as in understanding and take pleasure in worthy opponents. Making language fluid, flowing like a river, yet precise and pointed as a dirk, contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful verbal dance—a linguistic martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.


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27/04/2019 2:41 pm  

Your father is very proud of you, I can say that with certainty.  You cannot hate another person, just the choices they made.  If you can forgive a man for making the worst mistake of their life then you will see your father again.

Your brother may be gone, but he can still be an inspiration to you.  

Are you looking for financial assistance for yourself or your mother?  Maybe consider renting your brothers room?

Do NOT chase tail. Turn yours around and live FREE!


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27/04/2019 2:52 pm  

Rock on, HarpoMySon. You set the bar high for a noble man, and make a great example to young men who see you in your ways. With role models in despairing low numbers, as fathers are removed from families, society puts down men and raises up worthless females, you give a display through action that young men can learn from. Young men are looking everywhere for someone to show them what a man is, so you can be sure, their are young men who are influenced by your actions in a positive way.

"Remember, you're fighting for this woman's honor, which is probably more than she ever did."
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27/04/2019 5:35 pm  

A old thought I've always had. Everyone is equal in death. I will keep you in my thoughts, like you said this storm will pass. You have my condolences. 

In lighter news did he have the better tv? 

"Never root through the trash once the garbage has been dragged to the curb. You get messy, your neighbors see you do it, and what you thought was worth digging for is never as valuable as you thought it was."- Rollo Tomassi


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27/04/2019 11:45 pm  

Harpo,

rant away - I can see that you have your shit sorted and your mind in the right place.

Look after yourself first, without that you cannot help your mum.

I don't know enough about your sister's situation, but lack of feet should not stop her being a functioning adult once the worst has passed.

 

Best of luck

 

 


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uoSʎWodɹɐH
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28/04/2019 1:01 am  

Ode to my brother  Patric Neal Brown   (PNB)

I wish I had known the weight of the cross you carried my brother,

I would have shared your burden and helped you travel farther.

You found no value yourself in the life you lead.

We that loved you heard angels singing in your heart.

Never realizing  that demons were dancing in your head.

PNB you had value to me.

May your passing be a lesson learned,

and your memory a blessing earned.

 

Thank you all for the replies,

and Stop praising Harpo,  he is the worthless Human being  who's  feet stink.

I am the spirit of his father  "Bud"

Remember he laid it all down with Jesus and was covered in the blood.

Up he jumped in the spirit of Bud!

Old Buck Asked: Are you looking for financial assistance for yourself or your mother? Maybe consider renting your brothers room?

My mother is on a fixed income that covers her needs. Financially she is my caregiver.  mentally I am her caregiver. 

I need a lump sum that will fix my truck and replace my tools. 10k  maybe 15k.

Transmission problems with the truck, and masonry tools including the big ticket item Mixer.

I may have some stonework soon. I met a man today gonna start a house in the next two weeks.

He said all I would need to provide is the labor. Could be some tools in it for me. 

Not a mixer, but so what I can mix in a wheel barrel for one job.

I am old but not feeble HA! HA!

 

 

L&R

 

 

 

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at the idiots who misunderstand me! Kind mockery toward the well-intentioned and unfettered cruelty toward all would-be prison guards of my creative possibilities. In this way I learn to revel as much in misunderstanding as in understanding and take pleasure in worthy opponents. Making language fluid, flowing like a river, yet precise and pointed as a dirk, contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful verbal dance—a linguistic martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.


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28/04/2019 10:35 am  

I would work on the truck first.  What kind of truck, mileage, and type of transmission?  What is the exact problem you are experiencing?

There may be a fellow Brother near you who could help pull the trans and repair it.

Do NOT chase tail. Turn yours around and live FREE!


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28/04/2019 8:55 pm  

Shit man. Sorry for your loss man. You seem a good man and I like ur posts. Bro hug man.

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28/04/2019 9:05 pm  

I was going to be a total dick responding to this thread and go on and on and on about how addiction is self correcting when the addict turns up dead. But upon reflection I took into consideration the deep respect and affection (in a manly way) I have for Harpo. And given this difficult time for him I decided against wise cracks and instead would like to offer my sympathy and condolence for your loss. We're here for you man, we have your back in good times and tough times. 


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28/04/2019 9:07 pm  

Your brother is now at peace and his suffering is gone. The longer I live the more those who are close to me take that one way road. We miss their souls while we remain behind waiting to take that journey ourselves. When it is our turn we will be in the circle of love that we remember so well when they were with us. We carry their memory on this side to honor their lives in itself is an honor for us. Peace to you brother.

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28/04/2019 11:32 pm  

The Evil Genius wrote: I was going to be a total dick responding to this thread and go on and on and on about how addiction is self correcting when the addict turns up dead. But upon reflection I took into consideration the deep respect and affection (in a manly way) I have for Harpo. And given this difficult time for him I decided against wise cracks and instead would like to offer my sympathy and condolence for your loss. We're here for you man, we have your back in good times and tough times. 

My brother did a stupid thing, and hurt a lot of people because he was loved by so many.  There was not an evil motive or bad intention in his heart.

He did so much for people without being asked.  In some ways he was like a saint. This is why I separated the contents of his HEART  from the demons in his head.

He was one of those who internalized everything and kept his feelings well hidden. He once said that he did not believe he had a valuable bone in his body.

This is a common society enforced belief for many men.

He also stated his biggest regret was not having any children of his own. 

To find what a man treasures look in his HEART not what society force feeds into his head.

Society is made up of demons!

Thank you evil for stopping and posting from your own HEART and not your head.

L&R

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at the idiots who misunderstand me! Kind mockery toward the well-intentioned and unfettered cruelty toward all would-be prison guards of my creative possibilities. In this way I learn to revel as much in misunderstanding as in understanding and take pleasure in worthy opponents. Making language fluid, flowing like a river, yet precise and pointed as a dirk, contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful verbal dance—a linguistic martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.


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29/04/2019 7:22 pm  

Harpo.  It seems that your brother attempted to help your family by being with your Mother, if so that should have been some help.   Dementia is a prognosis that is so taxing on both the patient and the family.  It runs on both sides of my family and is a reason that I believe that the gift of old age is a mixed blessing.  

Remember the good times with your brother; those times that you laughed together and did things in common.  Remember the bad times as well and thank him for showing you a path that you do not have to experiment with.

Family is never so precious as when it is gone.  Hang in there and watch out for strangers at the 7-11 or Walmart! 

​"What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal." -Albert Pike

​"​My father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.​" - Clarence Buddinton Kelland


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30/04/2019 3:22 am  

Sorry for your loss uoSʎWodɹɐH.

 

Heroin is a drug I have never used but have known and seen many who did. I've seen people inject directly into the artery in their neck. I've seen people using needles so blunt they have difficulty piercing the skin. I've seen junkies laying in the gutter with needles hanging out of their arms. I've seen the dregs of Humanity chasing relief from life, in a needle... "I've seen the needle and the damage done" to quote a famous musician.

HOWEVER

In my opinion it is the criminality of heroin use that causes all the problems. If an addict could get a pharmaceutical quality regular supply cheaply, there would be no overdoses, addicts would not have to resort to crime to get their fix and as a result the police would have more resources to combat real crime.

I have actually know heroin addicts who had a good supplier and have been active contributing members of society for decades and warm, caring, nice people as well. Then the supplier was arrested and the "good" addict then had to resort to more criminal methodology to get their thrice weekly hits! (Every couple of days)

I always thought the criminality aspect was obvious to everyone except the cops and politicians.

In many ways, taking drugs should be an inalienable Human right (A right that can't be taken away). It is only when criminal organizations get a foothold that the shit hits the fan and the result is robberies, muggings, break-ins etc and the variation in quality of the drug is what usually kills via overdosing.

The current systems sucks! It also seems like the whole system is run by lunatics or females!

Again, sorry for your loss uoSʎWodɹɐH.

Had a woman loudly declare her superiority because women can multi task. Told her to "Shut up and fuck off" but she couldn't do either!


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